I have just come to the realization of what my problem really is, and this describes both my problem and what happens when one had it.

Ménière disease is a disorder of the inner ear that affects balance and hearing. This condition is characterized by sudden episodes of extreme dizziness (vertigo), a roaring sound in the ears (tinnitus), a feeling of pressure or fullness in the ears, and fluctuations in hearing. Episodes are often associated with nausea and vomiting, and they can severely disrupt activities of daily living.

The episodes associated with Ménière disease generally last several hours. Studies suggest that episodes can be triggered by stress, tiredness (fatigue), emotional upset, illness, and dietary factors. I personally don’t feel tired, nor any emotional problems, and as far as I can tell nothing else but this ear problem, which contributes to me falling at unexpected times.

I have all the symptoms, ringing and popping in my ears, feeling like I have water in my ears, and an itching in both ears. I should have realized this much sooner but had not really given it much thought. I also cannot hear very well. I am always asking my wife to repeat what she has just said, because I cannot hear well.

I actually do not think I am at death’s door, but who knows? Sargent Major Death can come at any time, place his hand on my shoulder, and whisper in my ear, “Its time to go.” You cannot deny, refute, or delay. It is actually not from him, but a much higher power, in fact the highest power of all, directly from the Creator God! You must obey.

Now, when he places his hand on your shoulder you may look back and think about, or wish you could make one more cast, do one more deal, or drill one more well, but no, there isn’t any time left. I expect I will be glad my children have turned out well! Just Sayin…RJ